I am emo~ II

I am emo~
Of course
I admit it...


I am emo~ girl..
Since a long time ago
Since I'm in school
In high school..
Especially...


I'm sorry
Really sorry for my emo~
I always make you confused
Make you don't understand me anymore
That's all my fault


I always emo~
When I'm jealous with a girl that close to you
When I felt that I'm not at the same level as you
When I felt that I'm too stupid compared to you
When I felt that I'm not deserved to have a good friend like you
When I felt that I'm a worst friend for you
When I felt that I always make you feel difficult in your life
When I felt that someone had said about our different level
When I felt that you ignored me sometime
When you are too kind to me
When I always let my emo~ controlled myself


It is because..
I love you so much as my bestfriend
I'm too afraid that I will lost you
I'm afraid that I will lost my only bestfriend
I want you as my only bestfriend in my heart
I want you as my only bestfriend untill we meet again in heaven..


I'm really sorry for my emo~
I'm really sorry for my mistake
I'm really sorry for my unmatured thoughts
I'm really sorry for my bad behaviour


The memories with you is my beautiful life that I had
The memories with you...
Aja...


Thank you for concern me
Thank you for love me as a friend
Thank you for being a good friend for me..
Untill now...

For surely,

This is not a dream...