Saturday, October 3, 2009

...Tagged with music...

DIRECTION...
1) Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2) For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3) YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4) Tag 10 friends.Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.Have fun.


1) someone says ‘Are you okay’ you say?
...My Memory_Winter Sonata Theme...
...No, I was thinking about my past memory..I missed it very much...

2) How would you describe yourself?
...Ku petik bintang_Jay Jay...
...I pluck a star that never reach..To face a pain journey..but I will face it with brave...

3) What do you like in a guy/girl?
...Aku ingin pulang_Ebiet G Ade...
...I want to come back to you...

4) How do you feel today?
...Rindu bayangan_Jay Jay...
...I miss him so much.. almost 1 year don't meet him..what a painful...

5) What is your life’s purpose?
...Parachute_Sean Lennon...
...What is that mean? It can be 'always hang over that parachute' or 'waiting for die'..No..It's not like that..My life's purpose is brave to jump and brave to land at the ground..yes..It must be like this...

6) What’s your motto?
...Sarang hae yo_Kim Hyung Sup...
...Love you?..That's my motto?..haha..I never know that...

7) What do your friends think about you?
...A shoulder to cry on_Tommy Page...
...Owh..really?..That's good that I can borrow my shoulder for them to cry..At least I can help my friend let their tears out even if I can't help their problems..Right?

8) What do your parents think about you?
...Bila bunga dipetik orang_Sejati...
...Oh my God!..What a coincidence..They must worried if I married with someone one day bcoz their flower will gone from their view..Oh! What should I do?..If they don't let me marry, then I juz follow their order..But they're not like that..I know..Love you mum and dad!

9) What do you think about very often?
...Thank you_Dido...
...I want to thanks to all my friends very much bcoz this is my last semester in this university...I wonder how can I show my thanks to them with a big thanks that I brought...hmmm~...

10) What is 2 + 2?
...Nyanyian rindu buat kekasih_Data...
...4..What a simple question that contains hidden meaning..

11) What do you think of your best friend?
...Pertama dan terakhir_Get...
...Yup..Absolutely..She is the first and the last..Until we meet again in heaven, and there is no 'last' at that time...right? ^_^

12) What is your life story?
...Antara gadis_Dinamik...
...Am I one of the girl that so cute?..Am I one of the girl that so kind?..Am I one of the girl that so bad? Which one? The answer is on you...

13) What do you want to be when you grow up?
...Cinta antara kita_Baizura Kahar ft Duta...
...Love someone..A girl that will love a man without doubt..Prove my loyalty to him...

14) What do you think when you see the person you like?
...Gugurnya bunga cinta_Laksamana...
...It means, it's my time to love someone, right?A fell flower means a time for that flower to be independent..yup..I think so...

15) What will you dance to at your wedding?
...Gemuruh_Faizal Tahir...
...Nervous dance?..Maybe I'm too nervous at that time..haha...

16) What will they play at your funeral?
...I got it from my mama_Will I Am feat. Nicole Scherzinger...
...Got what?..I hope that something that can make me rest in peace..like Al-Fatihah, Yaasin...

17) What is your hobby / interest?
...Nobody_The Wonder Girls...
...My hobbies is related with nobody..but maybe I have hobbies that same with somebody like animanga, cosplay, emo...

18) What is your biggest fear?
...Everybody_Backstreet Boys...
...Yes...My biggest fear is when I think what are everybody think about me...

19) What is your biggest secret?
...Trouble is my friend_Lenka...
...Now, it's no more secret when everbody know it..hummpphh...

20) What do you want right now?
...Animal instinct_Cranbberries...
...If I got that instinct, I will be an abnormal person..huhu..I like different...

21) What do you think of your friends?
...Hasta la vista_Jordan Francis...
...No..no..I didn't mean it..but I will say it when I'm gone first before you...

22) What will you post this as?
...Tak mungkin kerana sayang_Alyah...
...This post is not because of love..but because of my friend..~Aja~..who tagged me..and because I like it..hohoho...XD..I like it...

Tag 10 people:
...All my 'Dreamers in my world'...

...Tagged...

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
...I'm ill...

2. How much cash do you have on you?
...RM34.85...

3. What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"
...coming soon...

4. Favorite planet?
...Bezita Planet..Dragon Ball..a planet with choas..war..and the important thing is..a planet where Goku born...

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
....Abg Razali K.Ina..husband of my foster-sister...

6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone?
...discoid..juz ringtone...

7. What shirt are you wearing?
...T-shirt..white colour..with a big butterfly in front...

8. Do you "label" yourself?
...label??..mybe not...

9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing.
...asida..no brand...

10. Bright or Dark Room?
...better bright...

11. What do you think about the last person who took this survey?
...she is so brutal..fun..funny..kind..good..and my bestfriend..~Aja~..hohoho...

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
...nothing coz sleep early..too tired..visited my friends home for Hari Raya yesterday...

14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
...nite..meh cni jap, em*****h!..)..* is sensored..hehe.. ^_^=

15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
...Alor Gajah..Melaka..Malaysia...

16. What's a saying that you use a lot?
..."siottt btol la"...

17.Who told you they loved you last?
...Zaty...

18. Last furry thing you touched?
...my Keropi ^^..a blanket...

19. How many drugs have you done in the past three days?
...0.0000......no drugs in my life..except drugs of love..huhu...

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
...currently, none of one roll of film..juz used a digital camera right now...

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
...low school..an age that I like to play the most..yeahh!..never think about complicated thought at that age..not juz like now...

22. Your worst enemy?
...no enemy..but vice versa..I'm the worst enemy..so though..argghh!..so difficult too fight...

23. What is your current desktop picture?
...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfiri wallpaper...

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
...Take care of yourself...

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which would you choose?
...Of course I want to fly..fly in a million years without stop so that I can let my heart free...

26. Do you like someone?
...Yes..I do...

27. The last song you listened to?
...Jay Jay..Rindu bayangan...

28. Who do you want to take this survey?
...Maybe Aein, Nadia and all my 'Dreamers in my world'..I think...

Monday, September 7, 2009

I am emo~ II

I am emo~
Of course
I admit it...


I am emo~ girl..
Since a long time ago
Since I'm in school
In high school..
Especially...


I'm sorry
Really sorry for my emo~
I always make you confused
Make you don't understand me anymore
That's all my fault


I always emo~
When I'm jealous with a girl that close to you
When I felt that I'm not at the same level as you
When I felt that I'm too stupid compared to you
When I felt that I'm not deserved to have a good friend like you
When I felt that I'm a worst friend for you
When I felt that I always make you feel difficult in your life
When I felt that someone had said about our different level
When I felt that you ignored me sometime
When you are too kind to me
When I always let my emo~ controlled myself


It is because..
I love you so much as my bestfriend
I'm too afraid that I will lost you
I'm afraid that I will lost my only bestfriend
I want you as my only bestfriend in my heart
I want you as my only bestfriend untill we meet again in heaven..


I'm really sorry for my emo~
I'm really sorry for my mistake
I'm really sorry for my unmatured thoughts
I'm really sorry for my bad behaviour


The memories with you is my beautiful life that I had
The memories with you...
Aja...


Thank you for concern me
Thank you for love me as a friend
Thank you for being a good friend for me..
Untill now...















For surely,

This is not a dream...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

I am EMO ~

I am emo~
Of course
I admit it...




Cool emo guy..





























Cute.. ^^










Totally cute..


































Best emo~ girlz





























Totally emo~
-_-




Yeah..I'm trully emo~

Cool... ~_^

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

My cloudy eyes

I lost myself
When..
I see that person

It makes me forget my important person for a while
It makes me forget my family for a while
It makes me forget everything for a while
It makes me out of my mind

He...
Have a cloudy eyes
When I see that eyes..
I feel that I'm in the other world
In somewhere place that keep me warm
It makes me love myself...





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> Park Shi Hoo <


























] Taiwan [
> Ming Dao <
























// I'll never forget that eyes... =_= //

Thursday, August 27, 2009

My inspiration

I love cosplay very much
There are several people that inspired me a lot
They make me dreaming all the time
Thanks to them...^_^


Twinfools




































































Nova Vandorwolfs


































































Akatsukinaru






















There are many other cosplayers outside that make my heart beating quickly when I see them
But these are my first love.. hehe.. =^_^
Thanks 3000 hits... ^_^

November rain


When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same

'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away

If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my own
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one




Wednesday, August 26, 2009

I am...


I am a dreamers
I live in my own world
A beautiful world
A world that others cannot choose
But me..


I can choose my own world
I love with my choices
And I know that I am really want it
I don't want to know others thinking
But what I know is..
Others can keep dreaming like me
In my world..


And I have keep dreaming in my own world
For a long time...